So we wait....

Yep...we wait!! I believe yesterday I had ovulation pains.....I don't know if this is our month or not, but I know Gods timing is perfect. Wednesday will be a year which my due date was last year. Our babies would of been 1. Its crazy!!! I would of never thought that a year would go by and me still not pregnant. Ive had a few months where I couldn't try because of my health, but now I'm feeling strong and I'm hoping that our time is coming soon. We talk about when we will go to the Dr if I'm not pregnant by a certain time. It was November, but then 2 months before, I couldn't try because of UTIs and then getting my colonoscopy, so I feel like that doesn't count cause we didn't try those months. I'm feeling a little discouraged and I'm not sure why. I'm still holding on to the promise that God told me I'm going to get pregnant, but then the stupid ole devil tells me right after.....Well he didn't say you were going to have a baby....so I have to shoo him away. I know this desire is from God and I know we will get our little miracle soon!!!

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Today, you should celebrate what an unbelievable life you have had so far: the accomplishments, the many blessings, and, yes, even the hardships because they have served to make you stronger. Just as a gem cannot be polished without friction, nor can a life be perfected without trials. Take a time to acknowledge your life and to praise yourself.

Feeling blessed

So I dont know if its just this Zoloft Im taking or what...but I feel GREAT!!! I feel like my old self again and more. I am happy and I have been thinking positive and Im not stressing whatsover over anything. I mean, its amazing. My whole life latley was negative thinking and stressing out so much. But maybe God is just preparing us. We both feel like our time is coming SOON!!! My body is feeling strong and all my test are coming back positive. Im losing weight, eating better and taking all my vitamins religiously. I dont know if this is our month, but whenever, I feel like its soon!!! I just have so much energy and Im moving around all the time, doing stuff. Im ready for these holidays coming up...its making me realize all the blessings God has given us and will give us. Its my favorite time of the year. The cool weather, the Christmas music, the decorations, the warm and cozy feeling of the clothes and trying to keep warm. Also, its the Lords birthday, the most important thing to rememeber. I love my friends and family and all their support and prayers.....it really means alot to us!!! love you

Pre Seed/Sex ed pregnancy class

So I dont know how many people have "tried or is trying" to get pregnant, but there really is alot to consider when trying to get pregnant. Everyones heard of the girls who did it one night and it was an accident and then BAM they got pregnant. Well that story isnt for all of us. (Even tho thats how i did get pregnant the first time, lol) But alot of people dont know, that a woman can really only get pregnant 12-36 hours in a month. So you have to make sure during your ovulation that you are doing the "dirty" enough to hopefully have one of the strong spermies to fertilize an egg. But some women dont have enough mucus or doesn't produce it that month because stress can cause dryness. So I was reading on this Pre-Seed stuff and I am going to get some. Also, you might not know that regular lube is not Sperm friendly, that they do make some just for trying to conceive women and men. But in the end...God has a plan for all of us and his timing is perfect.

New Blog

I decided to make a new blog about me and Marks life as we try and pray for a baby. We feel in our hearts that God has put this desire for a family. We pray daily for a baby and for good health and that we can grow stronger in Christ as a couple and as a family. We have 2 baby boys that are in heaven that we lost one in April of 07 and the other in May of 07 and we have been trying ever since. We feel like our time is coming soon and we are getting excited. We know that whatever the reasons are that we haven't been able to get pregnant is for Gods reasons and that we just need to have faith and be strong that in his time, we will get pregnant. We hope to share our ups and downs with you, so you can help us, encourage us, and pray for us.