my blog: June 2013

Thursday, June 27, 2013

Diary Confession 6/26/13

I feel like alot of times when I smile, its fake. I dont know if its just a protection of myself and my feelings, or maybe I push them way down, but they like to make an apperance every once in awhile and that moment is happening right now.

Im sad.......I feel blessed, but Im just sad. Im sad for alot of reasons, but still have the mindset that my life could be so much worse and that everything is smooth sailing right now with some minor bumps in the road. God never fails me, He never lets me down. I think sometimes its more mental than anything, how we look at everyone around us and they all seem to be happy and hunky dory, when in reality they have their issues and struggles too! I struggle with just that!! I get jealous when other people can do things that I cant, financially!!! Ill admit I get jealous, but at the same time, Im not bitter towards them, I just wish I could do that too. I blame myself for my financial issues, because when I was married, my ex and I used to live a little bit more lavish than we were and went on trips to form memories. I dont regret them, but thought during all that, we would financially be responsible together and when we split, we just split credit and now its me!!! Dont get me wrong, Im blessed and God always provides, but I just want to try and get out of it or at least not as much and I feel like its never going to happen.

Monday, June 24, 2013

Monster Inc. University

I had a date night with a friend to go watch the movie Monster Inc. University......I had a blast and it was such a good movie!!!! :)

Fathers Day 2013

Made my grandpa a feast for Fathers Day :)

Cookies and Popcorn was his gift....over a week later and he is still eating on the popcorn....Im proud of him for making it last this long :)

What you lookin' at Cletus?

I can make corn on the cob with zero seasoning so good..... :)

Happy Fathers Day grandpa....the best Father figure ever!!!!

Watching the Spurs game together....which they won.....even the dog watched it.....Spurs fans in this household!!! :)

I had a good Fathers Day with my grandpa. I can honestly say he is the best Father figure a girl could ask for. He was active in my life as a kid with sports and taught me many things, in how to throw a ball, hit it, and catch it. He also taught me how to shoot a basketball and I even put him in the hospital one time when pitching a softball in the backyard and it hit him in the leg and his bone disease flared up from as a kid. :(

My grandpa also taught me morals and the Bible. He taught me how to drive and even let me drive illegally alot as a kid to practice in case of emergency. My grandpa is the most Godliness man I know and he definitely is a prayer warrior. When he prays.....you can instantly feel peace come over you. I wouldn't have my life any other way!!! :)

May and June photo phone dump pt 2

Im a human pillow for my dog

More power to them, waiting on Chick-fil-a to open!

Cant argue with Gods creation!

Oh my goodness......look how close someone parked to me. I couldnt get in my car and I have no key holes on the passanger side of my car. I had to call my work and they had to come pick me up so I wouldnt be late to work. I waited for a good 30-40 minutes!! Ticked me off!!