Tuesday, August 31, 2010

30 Day Questions: Day 9

Day 1 - The man who cant be moved, by The Script
Day 2 - What Women Want & Twilight Series
Day 3 - Teen Mom & Big Brother
Day 4 - The Bible & Twilight Saga (romantic books)
Day 5 - Everything happens for a reason
Day 6 - 1. My bed 2. My pillows 3. My husbands hugs 4. My grandpas love 5.Gods Blessings 6. Snow 7. Watermelon 8. Sleeping 9. Taking pictures 10. Reading and watching love stories 11. Going on vacation with my husband 12. Animals 13. Babies 14. Telling others about Christ 15. Going out to eat 16. Singing 17. Dancing 18. Decorating 19. Being on facebook 20. Being happy
Day 7 - A photo that makes you happy:















Day 8 - a photo that makes you angry/sad :





















Day 9 - a photo you took :
Day 10 - a photo taken over 10 years ago of you
Day 11 - a photo of you recently
Day 12 - something you are OCD about
Day 13 - a fictional book
Day 14 - a non-fictional book
Day 15 - your dream house
Day 16 - a song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 - an art piece (drawing, sculpture, painting, etc)
Day 18 - my wedding/future wedding/past wedding
Day 19 - a talent of yours
Day 20 - a hobby of yours
Day 21 - a recipe
Day 22 - a website
Day 23 - a youtube video
Day 24 - where you live
Day 25 - your day, in great detail
Day 26 - your week, in great detail
Day 27 - your worst habit
Day 28 - what's in your handbag/purse
Day 29 - hopes, dreams, and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 - a dream for the future

Monday, August 30, 2010

30 Day Questions: Day 8

Day 1 - The man who cant be moved, by The Script
Day 2 - What Women Want & Twilight Series
Day 3 - Teen Mom & Big Brother
Day 4 - The Bible & Twilight Saga (romantic books)
Day 5 - Everything happens for a reason
Day 6 - 1. My bed 2. My pillows 3. My husbands hugs 4. My grandpas love 5.Gods Blessings 6. Snow 7. Watermelon 8. Sleeping 9. Taking pictures 10. Reading and watching love stories 11. Going on vacation with my husband 12. Animals 13. Babies 14. Telling others about Christ 15. Going out to eat 16. Singing 17. Dancing 18. Decorating 19. Being on facebook 20. Being happy
Day 7 -















Day 8 - a photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 9 - a photo you took
Day 10 - a photo taken over 10 years ago of you
Day 11 - a photo of you recently
Day 12 - something you are OCD about
Day 13 - a fictional book
Day 14 - a non-fictional book
Day 15 - your dream house
Day 16 - a song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 - an art piece (drawing, sculpture, painting, etc)
Day 18 - my wedding/future wedding/past wedding
Day 19 - a talent of yours
Day 20 - a hobby of yours
Day 21 - a recipe
Day 22 - a website
Day 23 - a youtube video
Day 24 - where you live
Day 25 - your day, in great detail
Day 26 - your week, in great detail
Day 27 - your worst habit
Day 28 - what's in your handbag/purse
Day 29 - hopes, dreams, and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 - a dream for the future

Sunday, August 29, 2010

30 day Questions: Day 7

Day 1 - The man who cant be moved, by The Script
Day 2 - What Women Want & Twilight Series
Day 3 - Teen Mom & Big Brother
Day 4 - The Bible & Twilight Saga (romantic books)
Day 5 - Everything happens for a reason
Day 6 - 1. My bed 2. My pillows 3. My husbands hugs 4. My grandpas love 5.Gods Blessings 6. Snow 7. Watermelon 8. Sleeping 9. Taking pictures 10. Reading and watching love stories 11. Going on vacation with my husband 12. Animals 13. Babies 14. Telling others about Christ 15. Going out to eat 16. Singing 17. Dancing 18. Decorating 19. Being on facebook 20. Being happy
Day 7 - A photo that makes you happy:
Day 8 - a photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 9 - a photo you took
Day 10 - a photo taken over 10 years ago of you
Day 11 - a photo of you recently
Day 12 - something you are OCD about
Day 13 - a fictional book
Day 14 - a non-fictional book
Day 15 - your dream house
Day 16 - a song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 - an art piece (drawing, sculpture, painting, etc)
Day 18 - my wedding/future wedding/past wedding
Day 19 - a talent of yours
Day 20 - a hobby of yours
Day 21 - a recipe
Day 22 - a website
Day 23 - a youtube video
Day 24 - where you live
Day 25 - your day, in great detail
Day 26 - your week, in great detail
Day 27 - your worst habit
Day 28 - what's in your handbag/purse
Day 29 - hopes, dreams, and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 - a dream for the future

Saturday, August 28, 2010

30 Day Questions: Day 6

Day 1 - The man who cant be moved, by The Script
Day 2 - What Women Want & Twilight Series
Day 3 - Teen Mom & Big Brother
Day 4 - The Bible & Twilight Saga (romantic books)
Day 5 - Everything happens for a reason
Day 6 - hmm....the is kinda complicated: 20 favorite things.... 1. My bed 2. My pillows 3. My husbands hugs 4. My grandpas love 5.Gods Blessings 6. Snow 7. Watermelon 8. Sleeping 9. Taking pictures 10. Reading and watching love stories 11. Going on vacation with my husband 12. Animals 13. Babies 14. Telling others about Christ 15. Going out to eat 16. Singing 17. Dancing 18. Decorating 19. Being on facebook 20. Being happy............ I know there are probably better ones, but these are what I came up with for the moment and it pretty much explains me :)
Day 7 - a photo that makes you happy
Day 8 - a photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 9 - a photo you took
Day 10 - a photo taken over 10 years ago of you
Day 11 - a photo of you recently
Day 12 - something you are OCD about
Day 13 - a fictional book
Day 14 - a non-fictional book
Day 15 - your dream house
Day 16 - a song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 - an art piece (drawing, sculpture, painting, etc)
Day 18 - my wedding/future wedding/past wedding
Day 19 - a talent of yours
Day 20 - a hobby of yours
Day 21 - a recipe
Day 22 - a website
Day 23 - a youtube video
Day 24 - where you live
Day 25 - your day, in great detail
Day 26 - your week, in great detail
Day 27 - your worst habit
Day 28 - what's in your handbag/purse
Day 29 - hopes, dreams, and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 - a dream for the future

Friday, August 27, 2010

30 Day Questions: Day 5

Day 1 - The man who cant be moved, by The Script
Day 2 - What Women Want & Twilight Series
Day 3 - Teen Mom & Big Brother
Day 4 - The Bible & Twilight Saga (romantic books)
Day 5 - Everything happens for a reason.....I really believe that and believe that God has things happen for a reason in our life, so we can learn and grow and depend on him!!!
Day 6 - 20 of your favorite things
Day 7 - a photo that makes you happy
Day 8 - a photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 9 - a photo you took
Day 10 - a photo taken over 10 years ago of you
Day 11 - a photo of you recently
Day 12 - something you are OCD about
Day 13 - a fictional book
Day 14 - a non-fictional book
Day 15 - your dream house
Day 16 - a song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 - an art piece (drawing, sculpture, painting, etc)
Day 18 - my wedding/future wedding/past wedding
Day 19 - a talent of yours
Day 20 - a hobby of yours
Day 21 - a recipe
Day 22 - a website
Day 23 - a youtube video
Day 24 - where you live
Day 25 - your day, in great detail
Day 26 - your week, in great detail
Day 27 - your worst habit
Day 28 - what's in your handbag/purse
Day 29 - hopes, dreams, and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 - a dream for the future

Thursday, August 26, 2010

30 Day Questions: Day 4

Day 1 - The man who cant be moved, by The Script
Day 2 - What Women Want & Twilight Series
Day 3 - Teen Mom & Big Brother

Day 4 - The Bible is my favorite book for life....But I do enjoy reading the Twilight Saga...(go figure)...and any romantic books :)
Day 5 - your favorite quote
Day 6 - 20 of your favorite things
Day 7 - a photo that makes you happy
Day 8 - a photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 9 - a photo you took
Day 10 - a photo taken over 10 years ago of you
Day 11 - a photo of you recently
Day 12 - something you are OCD about
Day 13 - a fictional book
Day 14 - a non-fictional book
Day 15 - your dream house
Day 16 - a song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 - an art piece (drawing, sculpture, painting, etc)
Day 18 - my wedding/future wedding/past wedding
Day 19 - a talent of yours
Day 20 - a hobby of yours
Day 21 - a recipe
Day 22 - a website
Day 23 - a youtube video
Day 24 - where you live
Day 25 - your day, in great detail
Day 26 - your week, in great detail
Day 27 - your worst habit
Day 28 - what's in your handbag/purse
Day 29 - hopes, dreams, and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 - a dream for the future

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

weird?

You wanna know something kind of weird? I havent looked at the baby growing thing I have at the bottom of this page since I re-did it. But I went to my cafemom and was thinking....I wonder how far along I would be? So I came here to my page and it is the exact day that I miscarried my baby boy Mark Jr. It was kind of bittersweet. To think back on that scary, sad day, but I know hes in Heaven, playing with all my friends babies and his brother and sister.

Another thing that is crazy to me, is since this past pregnancy this summer, baby, hasnt been on my mind. Mark keeps praying for a baby and Im thinking....why, does it keep asking for that? I dont know whats wrong with me. Its like all of a sudden, I dont know If Im ready for one. I dont know my body and what its doing....I havent been taking my medicine....we are totally broke....we need another car...school just started, so Im busy.....Maybe its just all those things combined. I havent really thought about it or concentrated on it. I had my kidney exam, and everything came back fine, Praise the Lord, but I was worried about that too. Maybe once things settle down and get back in the groove of things, I might feel it again. I still, just a little bit have brown when I go to the bathroom, so I guess we shall see with AF gets here. Its just crazy!! Maybe God just took the desire away for me for the moment. I know I want a family, but maybe right now its not the right time.

Im leaving it all in Gods hands!!!

30 Questions: Day 3

I am so not doing good on this daily thing, LOL... so bare with me


Day 1 - The man who cant be moved, by The Script
Day 2 - What Women Want & Twilight Series
Day 3 - Right now I am watching Teen Mom and Big Brother. Those are shows that I make sure Im home to watch.
Day 4 - your favorite book
Day 5 - your favorite quote
Day 6 - 20 of your favorite things
Day 7 - a photo that makes you happy
Day 8 - a photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 9 - a photo you took
Day 10 - a photo taken over 10 years ago of you
Day 11 - a photo of you recently
Day 12 - something you are OCD about
Day 13 - a fictional book
Day 14 - a non-fictional book
Day 15 - your dream house
Day 16 - a song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 - an art piece (drawing, sculpture, painting, etc)
Day 18 - my wedding/future wedding/past wedding
Day 19 - a talent of yours
Day 20 - a hobby of yours
Day 21 - a recipe
Day 22 - a website
Day 23 - a youtube video
Day 24 - where you live
Day 25 - your day, in great detail
Day 26 - your week, in great detail
Day 27 - your worst habit
Day 28 - what's in your handbag/purse
Day 29 - hopes, dreams, and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 - a dream for the future

Saturday, August 21, 2010

August 20, 2010























Was probably one of the worst days I have had in a long time. I know this summer was pretty bad emotionally, but yesterday was just back to back bad.

I woke up with my stomach hurting. I had my yearly kidney cancer exam, and my nerves were a little uneasy, but ALL day my stomach was having this spasms. I think my hernia was flared up.
















Then I came home from my exam, to find my 12/13 year old dog died. She was old, her teeth were gone, her eyes were bad and so was her hearing. She hadn't been showing any signs of sickness and was her happy old self. My husband said, her eyes were closed, so she probably died in her sleep. I'm glad she went that way, cause I was worried that she was going to get really bad and miserable and we were going to have to put her to sleep and that's the worst decision to make for your animal. This dog was my moms dog and we have had her since 98. We got her at the pound, and they think she was about a year old. So I'm not for sure how old she was. I'm going to miss her, but I haven't cried. I don't like that. I'm not sure why I haven't. I'm thinking its because I know she was old and I was expecting her to be the next one to go, since my other dogs are a little younger. I don't know.....but now shes in doggie heaven :)
I then that day, went and laid down for a nap, since I had to wake up so early to find my air condition was out. If you really knew me, I cant have that. I mean, I HATE summer and heart blizzards and snow and it makes me ecstatic when the season comes around. After, trying to find money to have someone come out, they came today and fixed it. I slept in my car last night, literally. I took a shower, laid in front of 3 fans and was sweating. I went outside to get in my car, and it actually felt good outside. It was cooler outside, than in my freaken house. $708.00 later, I'm proudly saying, I'm sitting here, not sweating, lol. My compressor, fan, and some electric thing went out, which he said, when the electric thing went out, then most likely it made the others go out. I don't know if I got ripped off or not, I just know they kept coming in there and telling me, this is out, and its going to cost this amount of money.....grrrr.......
Oh...and then after my air condition went out, my friend came over to help me and to see whats helped her. So we went over to the side of my house where the crack heads next door live, where my unit is, and it was A MESS. I knew it was messy, but didn't know it was this messy. It was ridiculous. I honestly would take pictures, but then you would think I live in the ghetto. Its crazy how ONE number can make EVERYONE look bad. They are crack heads, and we have no other ones on our block. I am calling the city Monday and tell them to send a letter out to clean up their crap. They have JUNK and TRASH everywhere. TRASH??? come on...pick up your mess and throw it away. We have DUMPSTERS....its not hard to take it to the alley. But I'm done!!! Ive had enough....my friend started kicking their stuff over on their part of the house that was on MY property and when the air condition men came out today, I was so embarrassed. I started kicking stuff back over too. Also, my friend found a needle, but I found out later it was to inject dogs for worms, BUT STILL....it was by MY UNIT.....WHY???? Oh I'm so mad....everytime I think about it, I get mad!!!! I am not having ONE house, take us all down and make us look bad. I'm not going to have it. They also had a million cigarette butts on MY side of the yard. How rude is that??? But they are going to get it....Ill call the police.....oh.....also, last November, the Swat Team came over there...............THAT'S HOW BAD IT IS!!!!! Not anymore!!!!

30 Day Questions: Day 2

Day 1 - The man who cant be moved, by The Script
Day 2 - This is one of those things, it depends on what mood Im in....I guess a movie I can watch over and over is What Women Want and of course the Twilight Series!! So thats not one, thats two. But their both romantic :)
Day 3 - your favorite television program
Day 4 - your favorite book
Day 5 - your favorite quote
Day 6 - 20 of your favorite things
Day 7 - a photo that makes you happy
Day 8 - a photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 9 - a photo you took
Day 10 - a photo taken over 10 years ago of you
Day 11 - a photo of you recently
Day 12 - something you are OCD about
Day 13 - a fictional book
Day 14 - a non-fictional book
Day 15 - your dream house
Day 16 - a song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 - an art piece (drawing, sculpture, painting, etc)
Day 18 - my wedding/future wedding/past wedding
Day 19 - a talent of yours
Day 20 - a hobby of yours
Day 21 - a recipe
Day 22 - a website
Day 23 - a youtube video
Day 24 - where you live
Day 25 - your day, in great detail
Day 26 - your week, in great detail
Day 27 - your worst habit
Day 28 - what's in your handbag/purse
Day 29 - hopes, dreams, and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 - a dream for the future

Thursday, August 19, 2010

30 Day Questions: Day 1

Day 1 - your favorite song: My Songs fluctuate for which mood Im in. I dont know if someone really has ONE favorite song. If they do, then thats crazy, lol. But I will just tell you what my favorite song is at the moment....let me think....lol.....The man who cant be moved, but The Script. Let me tell you something about the lead singer Danny. I had a mad crush on him, when he was in his old band back in the boy band days. I remember my friend, thought he was butt ugly, and I knew alot of people didnt think he was cute, but I think he grew up to be a good looking man. Then out of no where, he pops up with a different band 10 years later. Oh well....also, I didnt care for their last song, that said, "pray to a God, I dont believe in". That kinda hit a nerve....

Day 2 - your favorite movie
Day 3 - your favorite television program
Day 4 - your favorite book
Day 5 - your favorite quote
Day 6 - 20 of your favorite things
Day 7 - a photo that makes you happy
Day 8 - a photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 9 - a photo you took
Day 10 - a photo taken over 10 years ago of you
Day 11 - a photo of you recently
Day 12 - something you are OCD about
Day 13 - a fictional book
Day 14 - a non-fictional book
Day 15 - your dream house
Day 16 - a song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 - an art piece (drawing, sculpture, painting, etc)
Day 18 - my wedding/future wedding/past wedding
Day 19 - a talent of yours
Day 20 - a hobby of yours
Day 21 - a recipe
Day 22 - a website
Day 23 - a youtube video
Day 24 - where you live
Day 25 - your day, in great detail
Day 26 - your week, in great detail
Day 27 - your worst habit
Day 28 - what's in your handbag/purse
Day 29 - hopes, dreams, and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 - a dream for the future

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

My back


My back has been killing me. Im not sure what its from. I did stop drinking my daily water because we didnt have any. Yes, I can drink tap water, but its just gross. I also lifted alot last week with moving things around the school, dont know if that was it. My bed, is also really soft, and sometimes I have to go into the nursery, where we have a futon, but it has a mattress on it, it was built that way and its firmer. Im thinking about going and laying down in that a few nights, to see if thats it.


I had really bad back pain with my kidney when I had cancer. I think the tumor was pressing against my spine or something, but once it was removed everything was fine. So when my back hurts on the left side, I freak out. I do have my yearly test this Friday, so please pray that everything will come out fine and normal.

School week

This week at school was half a day. Thank goodness, because my sleeping is still off. I come home everyday and take a nap sometime and then wake up to go to bed late again. Ill get the hang of it, it just takes awhile. This school year, so far, is kinda great. I have this lady that is helping for her children to go to school there and she is basically doing all my dirty work. The dirty work that needs to be done, but takes away all my time in doing my work and having it ready for everyone. I have gotten so much done today, while they did art work and she ran the errands. It seems to good to be true. Is it bad that I'm waiting on something bad to happen? Since rearranging the school and changing the office and all the teachers redoing their room, the kids are more excited. Also we got alot of more students and alot of kids moved classrooms when they upped their grades. I know my school is kinda hard to explain. My school is a small Christian school, where the students have their own office. They work at their own pace and can do any subject at any time. We have 3 classes.....pre-k thru 1st, 2nd thru 7th, and 8th thru 12th. This is a good school for students who are smart and can graduate early, or even the kids who cant comprehend as fast as the other kids. They don't have to rush and learn everything like in public school and then get pushed ahead. I was neither, but still graduated a year and a half early.

If you want to know anything about this curriculum, you can go to
http://www.aceministries.com/.

This is good for homeschooling too if you want to home school your child. If anyone has any questions about this, you can ask me. This is what I do!!! :)

Sunday, August 15, 2010

This is what I want to do




I know for sure, when I have my baby, Im going to do this, but I want to try with another baby before then. I know parents with newborns would probably see this and freak out, but I just think its so adorable!

Well, no longer pregnant

I got a call Monday with my blood tests and they said it was below 2. I know anything lower than 5 is not pregnant. I'm glad though, that maybe I can concentrate on a healthy pregnancy. The thing is, which I'm confused about is, I keep spotting brown. I would of thought I would of stopped by now. Its been a month since the shots and my levels are down, so I don't know why this is happening. Its not alot, but mostly every time I go to the bathroom its there. Its making my whole period tracking off, which I knew would be confusing the first month anyways. We arnt trying, but not preventing. I have been so busy, that trying wouldn't of worked anyways. I just hope this goes away and I'm going to give it another week, and if I'm still having it, then I'm going to call the doctor.

Friday, August 13, 2010

Exhausted


This week has been so tiring. I had to go back to work and we have been doing so much. We rearranged the whole front of our building, where our library, TV, conference area is. That took a whole day. I also rearranged the office that me and my boss share, which I did yesterday. My body is worn out. I am physically and mentally gone. I slept all day, then decided to go back up to the school and work some more, but I was just getting in a bad mood and had to leave. I need a day free from there. I was the only one up there, because everyone else is done with their rooms. I had some decorating to do with the hallway and needed to do my filing, but I had to leave. I still have tomorrow and Sunday if I need to get some things done, but other than that, if I don't, I guess it could all just wait.


Sunday, August 8, 2010

Summer is officially over

My summer is gone!!! This has been one fast, heartbroken, yet, peaceful summer. Alot has happened this summer, that I wouldn't wish upon no one.

1. My grandpa (whom I take care of) was admitted into the hospital and they still never figured out what the cause was. He was there for a little over a month, between the actual hospital stay and then rehab.

2. Found out I was pregnant!!! YAY!! But it ended in an ectopic pregnancy BOO!! I feel blessed to of gotten pregnant though. I guess trying for so long, (2 years) you start doubting if you can even get pregnant again. Though through all of the pain and shots and bleeding, I feel so much better physically.
3. We did get to go to San Antonio and had a fun time, and it was pretty much our vacation, so that was a plus.
4. I did get to sleep in and just relax and not doing anything this summer, which I love.
5. I was broke, because of not working, so that was a down fall.

So with all of those, there are positives and negatives, but that's pretty much with anything in life. I cant complain too much, because I am truly blessed and God has blessed me with everything he has given me.








Now its time to start on a regular schedule and to make some money. I work at a small Christian school here in my home town as the Administrative Assistant. I am not a good teacher, because I lack patience, but I do sub when I need too.

Every year its so different, and it can be a good year, or a bad year, REALLY, based on what the boss has in store for us. One year....I did basically EVERYTHING. I had the kids tell me, that I do too much!!! THE KIDS!!! They felt sorry for me and they even tried to help me with my job...that's just pathetic. Last year was good. We had more workers and it was spaced out of even work for everyone. When I say a small Christian school, I'm talking about 25ish kids, from Pre-K-12 and with 4-5 workers. My job alone, in the office is busy busy. My boss leaves everyday at noon to go to her other job, and when she is at the school, shes not necessarily doing office work, but checking on everything else in the school. So I do have to say, I could run that school. I know if something was to happen to my boss, everyone would come to me and ask me how and what goes on and how things are ran. Honestly, no one else could answer the questions, I could answer for. I'm not trying to brag, but its alot on me. I have thought about all this and all the knowledge I know about this school. I went to High School here, went to college for a year and then came back and worked ever since. I pay the bills, write out checks, file, answer phones, do gym class, do mail, do newsletters, and everything else that goes on. I do deal with the parents, and call them and they pay me tuition. Its crazy when a parent comes to me and the boss is in there, and they give me the money, instead of the boss, lol. But I'm okay with it. I know all the money that comes and goes in that school, because I'm also on the School Board. I am the Treasurer. I am the ONLY person that has ever got the money and the budget right.

But anyways.....this school is a blessing. As aggravated as it can be sometimes and times that I want to quit, God has blessed me through this school. I don't make the amount of money any of us should, since its so small, but God gives me blessings other than that. All of our needs are met and more, and I know its because I'm doing Gods will. Its also a blessing to teach kids about Christ and how to live a Godly life.


So, Its going to take me awhile to get in the hang of things and back on a normal schedule, but I do this every year, so here is too another school year. 2010-2011
These pictures are part of the school.....my husband, me and my boss and my grandpa!!!

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Deep tissue massage!


I got one today. A much needed one! I get knots in my shoulders and neck and apparently my hands. My tigthtness it my neck can get so bad that it gives me headaches. But it was needed and I'm glad I got one. My grandpa got 2 certificates for his birthday and we are just now using them. He wanted me to use it so I didn't hesitate. I recommend getting at least one if you have never gotten one done. Its so relaxing, but if you don't like alot of pressure, then just get a relaxation massage. In a deep tissue, they dig in your skin and massage out the knots. You have to keep going back to get them out, officially, and sometimes you might be sore the next day, but its worth it.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

CUPCAKES!!!!















I have been watching alot of those shows with cupcakes!!! It always made me want to try it, when I watch them. So what do I do??? I go and spend too much money on things to try and make their cupcakes. Im sure you dont know this about me, but I really dont like sweets. I dont like cake or cupcakes. I can eat them, but maybe a bite or two. I did make me a fondant cake last year, and didnt eat it. Thats what I do, lol. But anyways, I tried to make the buttercream icing and use one of those things to make it look pretty on top. It didnt turn out the way I planned on the first batch and so I went on to look for another recipe. That turned out alot better and the fluffy and thickness that I had been wanting. I hope next time I try it, Ill know and can do a better job.
I bought this thing to help make designs, even tho I only used one this time. It worked quite good, except it seemed like when I filled it up, it was already over. But I think its going to be a good little tool to use for future uses.