In case you wanted to know...

Where I work....this is mine and my bosses office. We share the office to the school, but we have seperate desks. I'm mostly in there by myself the majority of the time, other than kids comingi n and out of course asking for bandaids or for some headache medicine, or they need to call their mom cause they forgot the work.









This is my bosses side of the office....I put those flowers on her desk to decorate it up a bit. Of course I put up all the fall decorations, cause I LOVE fall.

Funny

A pregnant woman from Washington, D.C. gets in a car accident and falls into a deep coma. Asleep for nearly six months, when she wakes up she sees that she is no longer pregnant and frantically asks the doctor about her baby. The doctor replies, "Ma'am you had twins! A boy and a girl. Your brother from Maryland came in and named them."
The woman thinks to herself, "No, not my brother... he's an idiot!"
She asks the doctor, "Well, what's the girl's name?"
"Denise."
"Wow, that's not a bad name, I like it! What's the boy's name?"
"Denephew. "

Day 30 - a dream for the future

Wow...we made it!!! Day 30....A dream for the future!

I want my dream in the future is to be HAPPY!!! I want God to pour his blessings on me and I want to do HIS will. I want for me and my husband to always be close and love each other unconditionally. I want for us to have a family and grow old together. I want us to never fight and argue and just love, kiss, and hug each other when its bad. I want my grandpa to live to be 140 and I want him to see my baby and to love and hold em and to show me how to do things. My grandpa is such a sweet man, and he loves babies and kids. I want him to be around when we finally get our bundle of joy. I want to be healthy, I want my husband to be healthy, and I want my grandpa to be healthy. I want us to have a healthy baby or babies. Im not expecting life to be perfect, because I think we need hard times for us to realize what he have. In the hard times, we always run to God, and we need to always run to him everyday for guidance, love, and he needs to be our best friend. I want to grow stronger and I want my faith to be strong. I want to depend on Jesus and know that everything is going to be alright and that God will bless us.

I hope you enjoyed my 30 days questions and that you got to know a little more about me.

Day 29 - hopes, dreams, and plans for the next 365 days

I think everyone knows my hopes and dreams and plans for the future. My heart still desires a baby so much. I know we will in Gods time. I'm no longer bitter or jealous of the pregnant women, but more envy them and hope one day what they are going through, I can experience it too. Times are tough for us....it seems like things are happening back to back and I cant catch up.

But my plans are to get pregnant with a healthy pregnancy and have a healthy baby

I hope to come out of some debt we are in....I accept that I will always be in debt, but to clear some, would be amazing

I want to lose some weight, but I have been so tired lately, I need more motivation.

I dream of one day to become a mother to a beautiful little baby!!! I would love for these things to all happen within the next 365 days.....but I'm not holding my breath!!!

I have faith and trust in God, and he has put this peace in my heart about everything that has been going down with us lately. I know he will provide and take care of us, there isn't a shadow of a doubt in my mind.

Day 28 - what's in your handbag/purse

I have....
A wallet, which is huge by the way
My phone
Deposit slips
Nail file
Lip Balm from Mary Kay :) (had it for like 5 years, lol)
Mints
Hand Sanatizer
Keys
Pen
and....I dont know...lol

Day 27 - your worst habit

My worst habit.....I have many.....There are so many things that I want to work on with myself.

1. I am very opionated.....I express my opinion, even when no one wants to know or even care. I feel like I need to get my opinion out for some reason. Like, if I dont....then people wont know how I truly feel. I dont know....

2. Im outspoken.....and I think that comes with very opinionated....I need people to know how I feel about whatever it may be. If I dont get it off my chest, then I feel like its all bottled up. I have to get what I feel and how I see things and I need for them to know, but like I said...even if they dont want to know, or dont care.

3. I sleep alot....I have people tell me, Im going to sleep my life away. But there is just something, laying down in your cozy bed, with your pillows and blanket, all stretched out fall asleep!!! Its like all the worries and stress go away.

4.I lack patience....At work...I have no patience for these kids....Im not a good teacher. I know your thinking..."but you want kids". But it will be MY kid. Of course Im going to want to teach them and show them new things. These kids are all spoilt and try to tell ME how it is, lol. I feel like a kid should get something the first time, instead of showing them step by step. Its horrible....I just lack the patience for it. But Im glad my boss told me this year, Im good at office work, not teaching....so why am I doing electives now??? lol....That means, I have to teach these kids how to do stuff....if they dont do it right...I dont even care, lol. I sound horrible.


Those are some things that I wish I had more of. I wish I had more patience, but we all know, not to pray for that, lol....I wish I didnt enjoy sleeping so much, but I really do love it....and I wish it didnt bother me to be so outspoken and opionated....I wish I could just keep my mouth and thinking quiet!!! :)

Ovulating

My ovualtion this week was weird. We have tried to BD as much as we could, like we were supposed too, but honestly all the stress and chaos this week, I doubt we got pregnant. I didnt feel rested and I just felt tired all week, cause of everything going down at work. I didnt feel any O pains on either side, but I did come positive on my OPK on Thursday, I believe. I guess in 10-15 or so, we shall see....its all up to God!!!

Day 26 - your week, in great detail

Oh goodness....this has been a hard, tired, gruesome week for me. Ill start off with Monday....

Monday- Woke up, went to work, to find out, I need to call my boss if the cops come. I found out that one teacher might get in trouble and that she no longer worked there. Im not really going to go into detail about that, because its no ones business, lol, not even mine, lol. So that day was pretty confusing and hectic. On top of that, the lady in trouble, is my bosses daughter. yeah......on top of that....my boss was very sick. We had a teachers meeting and a school board meeting, AND the fair was this week. So I had to conduct the teachers meeting, and then conduct the school board meeting. I didnt get home to late, late that night.

Tuesday- My boss is still sick, getting worse. We had to go and get the fair ready, our booth and decorate it. My car broke down that afternoon, in the dead heat. I have no idea what was wrong with it. People are saying its the alternator, or even wires or fuses. The car just wants to shut off without any hesitating or anything. It has been running fine, but still scares me when I go places and turn it off.

Wednesday- Had to drive my husbands truck, which it has no air condition in it and to go to work to find my boss lost her voice. She has to work the fair that night, and I have no clue how shes going to do that. But somehow she does. The day was kinda slow, but I got a headache at the end of work that day.

Thursday- Still driving hubbys truck.....and I think I said my day in detail on that day, so Im not going to repeat myself, lol

Friday- I slept good....got plenty of rest, made my self look pretty and headed to the fair. Worked the fair, was super excited, cause of all the yummy foods out there and the things I bought. But then about 2 hours in, I started getting tired and the kids wernt wanting to work. I know they didnt want too, and they always get by with stuff from me. I remember what it was like being a kid, more than any of these other older adults that work at the school. But the night ended and I went to my bosses house with one of my best friends that helped me work the fair and we talked, little did my boss could, lol. Her voice was slowly coming back. Then I headed home, where I was tired.

Saturday- Slept really good again, but then something dawned on me to check my bank.....That was scary. Im so upset.....I have 6....I repeat 6 34.00 bank charges cause of lack of funds. I shouldnt of paid my tithe, I would of been fine. I have no idea what Im going to do, but it ruined everything for me these next 2 days. I now have to tell my boss, to get my check early and then go down to the bank and take time off of work, to get this all straight. I know God will provide, but now it looks like no Birthday trip for me, but its okay!!! Im fine with it...I havent even thought about what I wanted to do, or wanted to go anyways.

So tomorrow, my plans are to work out, go to church, NOT IN THAT ORDER, lol, and rest, clean, and get my stuff ready this week. Its going to be another hectic week for me. We have pictures on Tuesday, which by the way, we are doing, and on top of it all....I do think my boss got me sick....Im starting to get a sore throat.....yuck!!!!!

It hasnt been the best week for me, lets just say that!!!

Ready for fall

I already started decorating my house with fall decorations.....I hope the cooler weather comes next!!!

For my baby girl

This is a baby pod that my friend made me....I am dieing to photograph a baby in it and when I have my baby, I defintly will be using it.

I went to the fair and saw these (I was surprised how many vendors were selling these), but now I know how to make them, lol. I bought it for my daughter, but until then, I will use it to photograph other baby girls. I do hope one day, we can have our little princess :)

Day 25 - your day, in great detail

I hit my alarm 5 times, not wanting to get up. I was so tired. GREAT DETAIL????lol I went the bathroom, and hubby came home....we had sex...lol....I put my makeup on, got dressed, grabbed some lunch, headed to work. I got to work, ate my poptarts and went to work. My boss lost her voice and has been really sick, and this week is the fair, so I walked to her house to get the money from the fair....she lives the block over, lol. So then I came to work and worked some more. It was kind of a slow day, and so I relaxed alot. I had to teach elective class, so I did that, and we watered our pumpkin patch outside. I talked to a teacher while everyone else was at PE class and then one of the teachers started chocking, so I took her some water and stayed out there and talked to her and talked to a little 4 year old named Rachel :). I went back inside, dealt with a few parents, waited for the kids to leave and then I headed home. I came home, had sex with the hubby and got ready to work out with my friend. We went to the Y and did some Zumba, but since we were late, kinda didnt get into it and then went and ran and walked laps. Then we went and pumped some iron in the workout room, that was fun. Met my other friend outside and talked to her for a bit and then my workout buddy and I stood and talked for about 30 minutes out by her car. I left, called Johnny Carinos, ordered me a Rosemary Chicken with salad. I went by Sonic and got me a drink and headed over to Carinos. I came home, ate it, spilt it on my bed, and then washed my bed covers and now Im typing this. Also...I had Ravioli and Peas today for lunch :) Im tired as all get out and my eyes are really heavy. This has been a stressful week and it seemed like a LONG week for me. Im in my fertile time, so Im thinking thats making me tired too!!! WHO KNOWS!!! :) Thats my day in great detail! :)

Day 24 - where you live

I only have ones of when it snowed on this computer. Maybe it can hide the uglyness, lol. I dont have the best house in the world and I dont live in the best neighborhood. My mom gave me my house when she died. This was the house she purchased when I was in Elementary. Im thankful for my house :)

Day 23 - a youtube video

Day 22 - a website

Of course Im going to say mine. I have my own business in photography (yes, I know the button on the right side of this blog dosent work) and Im going to be posting it. Its the website that I use that has my clients proofs on there. I dont have an "actual" website, but here its is!!



http://JoyfulMemories.photoreflect.com

Day 21 - a recipe

I dont cook much....but I do have my Vegetable Soup recipe.....I actually made it today!!

Water
Stew Meat
Corn
Green Breans
Mixed Vegetables
Pinto Beans
Diced Tomatoes (drained)
Fresh cut Carrots
Fresh cut Celery
Fresh cut Onion
Fresh cut Potatoes
Salt
Pepper
Onion Soup Mix
Beef Squares

I mix it all together and I cook it for about an hour. Honestly, I like soup the next day when it has set there and marinated basically. It has more flavor. I use 2 cans of corn, mixed vegetables, and green beans, but its up to the person. :)

Something funny, cute and silly

I thought these were silly.....but cute.....their soft,plush high heels for baby girls. Call me crazy, but I would buy some for my baby girl!!! lol....I think they are cute, but at the same time kinda silly.

Day 20 - a hobby of yours

My favorite hobby is photography. I love it and I wish I photographed more. I should have plenty of reason just to take pictures, but I dont. I want to photograph so much, like newborns, and toddlers, and maternity shoot. I would love to even photograph a birth. I have my own business Joyful Memories Photography and its really more of a hobby, side job. Im not a full time photographer and I dont do it near as much. I need to put myself out there and make some money and do what I love best. Here are some photos that are my favorite of some sessions I have done. I also had more favorites, but they are on my other computer.

The little ones are ones that are from my old computer and I saved them from another website that I had them on.

Day 19- A talent of yours

The reason why Im doing 3 in one day is because, I wanted to load alot of pictures of my wedding and the other day it just wouldnt load fast enough. Basically I have been loading all day cause they are high resolution and it takes awhile. So anyways....

Day 19- A talent of yours......

I think one of my talents is....decorating. I can walk in any room and rearrange it in a better, more spacious way in my head. I can get things they already have and move it, to where it looks nice. I would love to do more to my house, but it costs alot. I think over the years, our house has gotten nicer and more up to date. The big bathroom is next and I already have everything, I just really need paint. Its the time and energy that Im hestitating on. Maybe when it gets cooler and Im bored, I can concentrate on it. I already have it mapped out in my head. But in the meanwhile, I will show you our kitchen that we re-done this February!

Day 18 - my wedding/future wedding/past wedding