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I thought you were different

I thought you cared

instead you played with my emotions

and now I'm scared

I'm scared that there arnt any good men out there

that they are all the same

Why cant someone be faithful

what have they became?

I know no one is perfect

I know we all make mistakes

but this one was different

this one wasn't fake

I don't know if you really love me 

the way you say you do

I thought I believed it

I thought it was true

You tell me you love me

and that I have most of your heart

but that you love someone else

and that your not going to part

I wouldn't want you to hurt someone else

I just hate that you tell me one thing

act upon, show me, text me

things that make my heart sing

I know I'm the fool for keeping you so close

when I know you moved on with someone else

I really don't wish nothing bad upon you

I just wish I knew what to do

I get torn with how I feel

and what people tell me and how I should deal

I don't know what it is about you

but sometimes I feel like you used me

I don't know exactly what for

when knowing we would never be

I know its time I let go and move on

and maybe this is what I needed this whole time

In a way its a bittersweet moment

but I need to get the ladder and climb

I need to climb up and move on

 since you wont look my way

Maybe its a good thing

since you have a fiancee

I know what I need to do

and I'm going to do it

I have no choice

but I need to commit

I need to put all my trust and faith in God

because I know He has amazing plans

I know I'm not perfect

and I know He has me a man

I'm sorry for being so weak

but I need to step away and get ahold of myself

I put up wall after wall and you tore them down somehow

but I need God to build it Himself

Nothing is wrong with you or with me

sometimes life stirs us up and we are just a memory

I think we tried to burn the flame that once was

but things have happened in between that showed our flaws

I don't know where life is going to lead me from here

I just know its nothing that I can see clear

Everything is going to be alright

hopefully life just gets better and more bright!!!