Saturday, February 20, 2010

I always wonder

I always wonder

I always wonder, when my time will come.
I always wonder, if I would be a good mom.
I always wonder, when I will get pregnant.
I always wonder, if my pregnancy would be fine.
I always wonder, how my delivery will be.
I always wonder, if I'm going to be scared.
I always wonder, how hard its going to be.
I always wonder, how much I will love my baby.

I always wonder, the feeling to have my baby kick in my belly
I always wonder, what it would feel like to be called mommy.
I always wonder, how great of a dad Mark will be.
I always wonder, what our finances will be like.
I always wonder, how much my life would change.
I always wonder, how protected I'm going to be.
I always wonder, if I'm truly ready.
I always wonder, if I will look cute pregnant.
I always wonder, if I'm going to gain to much weight.
I always wonder, if I'm healthy enough for a baby.
I always wonder, if I will have a boy or a girl.
I always wonder, what month and year I will be due.
I always wonder, picturing my baby.
I always wonder, how much sleep I will lose.
I always wonder, how my focus will change.
I always wonder, if I'm fit to be a mother.
I always wonder, how I will feel after I give birth.
I always wonder, the moment I see my baby for the first time.
I always wonder


(Thanks Tina for the comments, it really means alot to me to have encouragment and prayers)

1 comment:

  1. Aw Rachel, we all wonder these things, and a lot of them I am still wondering about...you will get pregnant and everything will be just fine! You are doing everything you can to be healthy and ready for a little person growing in you. I am praying it will all come together for you two soon, I know its been a long wait, but that little person will be worth the wait!! God is creating an extra special little miracle for your family, and that takes time :) Loveyou!

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