I was losing it last night. I was home alone for the first time since finding out I was pregnant and I felt so down and depressed too. I went into our nursery and just poured my heart out to God. I needed peace and happy, positive thoughts. I know God is our great physician and he can do anything.
My Dr.s appointment is tomorrow and Im kinda nervous, I wont lie. As much as Im thinking positive, I do think of them telling me bad news. But God has just put this block on the negative and is letting me think only positive thoughts, which I prayed for. I cant get over how much Mark and I prayed for a healthy baby and to get pregnant in HIS time and to not lose another baby, and then this all go wrong. I know sometimes we dont understand why things happen and I do want Gods WILL to be done.
I claim this baby in Jesus Name!!! This baby is Gods gift!!
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