To my baby

Even though I have not met you, even though I havent held you, or even felt you move inside of me, my love for you is so strong.

You are someone that I have been wanting my whole life, someone I want to love and take care of and teach how amazing and wonderful our Lord is.

I want to be able to count your fingers and toes and kiss your cheeks and belly.

I want to hold you against my chest and rock you back and forth and sing too, till your sweet eyes close shut from this world.

I want to be able to look down at your sweet face and body and see which triats came from me and your daddy.

I want you to look at me with your big baby eyes and see your mother who loves you so much.

I want you to grab my finger with your 5 tiny precious fingers with all your might, knowing that I will always take care of you.

I want to smell the baby smell on your sweet head after giving you a bath.

I want your daddy to carry you in your car seat and me with your diaper bag as we go places as a family.

I want to hear your giggles.

I want to hear your coos.

I want to watch you sleep.

I want to make silly faces so I can see your gummy smile.

I want to see you learn.

I want to see you wiggle as you learn your hands and feet.

I want to change your diapers and make you feel nice and clean.

I want to love on you and be a proud mother to a wonderful, beautiful baby.

I want to be the best mother that I can be for a blessing from God.

I want to be your mother.